Lyric added by: pedel(The side profile of her eyes shut) I was fond of looking at it.
I liked the gaze of her half-shut eyes on the long stream of cigarette smoke I blew.
Because I liked that warm gaze I kept wanting to sing.
Without brilliant hope or special talent my one rescue was time spent with her.
As this love grew deeper I grew more troubled. But, a stable job.
Unintentionally making you wait violated what love stands for.
If there were someone who could guarantee your happiness
If there were a love that valued you as much as I do, I persuaded myself I'd have to release you.
I thought of that as my love's final attention
Eventually you grew weary, of me who couldn't make any promises
Did you spill tears then, as you left me
That I couldn't hold on to you then made me hate myself
Because I hated my own cowardice
After that I had no chance of seeing her again
From my friends' stories she had met a man lacking in nothing and soon married
Then in haste she left for some country far away
Saying she would never return, far away from me. Very far.
To say everything was beautiful makes me laugh - those painful memories
How much music for songs did I write for her
Did I miss her so much I wanted to die? When even now as I think of her
Instead of tears I spit out bloody songs
Once in a while my attention was caught, when I saw a girl with long eyelashes
But what I loved was your image inside
Do you expect me to forget you? If so, then I'm sorry
Since you're part of all my songs
Can you still not forgive me yet? Do you think that I threw you away?
If you think that to the end my heart will ache too much
But still don't hate me too much, since I pay five times the price:
After you, I can't love anyone else
